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Kissed By Goodness, Within

October 28, 2012

Q: I’ve just had an operation for breast cancer and the doctors tell me I should do chemotherapy. I’ve decided not to because if I don’t learn to love and respect myself I will have cancer again in a few years, anyway. I’m hoping you can open my heart

From Insanity To Real Balance: The Choice Of Awareness

October 23, 2003

Q: A little while ago someone was talking about madness or becoming insane, and that happened to me. I was searching for something and I became mad, and I damaged my self a little bit. If you find that you’re moving further and further from your self into self-corruption,

Beyond Hope, Fear and Dread: The Healing Kiss Of Love

December 6, 2000

Q: I have a close friend who's very ill with multiple sclerosis. We were talking together today and wondering how it’s possible to trust totally; to accept and be grateful when you’re hoping to heal from a terminal disease, and are afraid of dying. John: Healing is not ever

The Gift Of Cancer: The Sweet Uncovering Of Your Immortality

July 6, 2020

Q: When you talked to me about dying and death, you showed me how to hold it lightly. With having cancer, I can do that except when I don’t – which is often – especially when there’s physical discomfort. Holding what’s there lightly can open me to a lightness

A Deeper Perspective On COVID-19: From Fear To Inner Wellbeing

March 15, 2020

Three questioners speak with John on a new online platform: Q1: I just really wanted to ask you, John, if you would take us into, through you, what’s happening around the world. You said “truth is going viral” and I would just love to hear anything that you could

Trauma and the Healing of Your Nervous System

March 1, 2020

Q: I’m a breath worker and I love what I hear about the being, and of the opening and softening of the heart. I know that people get pushed out of shape by the emotional charge that is held in the body at a cellular level, and that is

The Opportunity in Sickness and Depression

May 31, 2018

Q: In the last six months I’ve struggled with lots of physical difficulties: pneumonia, a frozen shoulder, and a heavy depression I couldn’t get up from. I want to know what it’s all about. John: Opportunities for you to be what is just beneath the surface instead of you

A Little Touch of Kindness

February 8, 2017

Q: I don’t think I know how to open when someone says something that hurts, or when everything feels shrunken and closed inside. John: Really enjoy that all that you are feeling in such a moment represents just your self, and not at all what you really are. Q:

On Alzheimer's and Being Together

November 5, 2015

Q: My father died of Alzheimer’s. There was a beautiful simplicity in our relationship towards the end, but where he was going, why and how were all confusing to me. Could you address mental decline and this journey towards being? He had no sense of being or meaning; he

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