Q: Sometimes in my connection with you I hit a wall inside. There’s a sense of something bad in me and I wonder about it. When I was eighteen I had an abortion. I was four months pregnant. After the event, I completely cut off from it and put it behind me. I didn’t want to think about it. I realize that somewhere it’s affected my whole life, that on some level I’ve been punishing myself or haven’t really forgiven myself. I never really got down to feeling it...
Transcripts From Location: Australia
Q: For some time now I’ve experienced strong bipolar episodes. I don’t want to be a victim and I do accept responsibility, but their impact is so intense and they throw me so far from my self, I feel that I don’t have my independence anymore. There’s a relentless inevitability and I wonder what to do about it.
John: You suffer from what, in a tropical climate, is called hurricane season.
The seasons that you pass through don’t stop you from being what you first are...
Quote: As great as the distractions are in having a body, so great are your opportunities.
Q: I was wondering if you could tell us what happens to us when this body leaves this earth plane?
John: What are you being on this earth plane?
Q: Are you asking me a question?
John: What matters most is: what are you being on this earth plane?..
Q: Hi. Since I spoke with you in India, it seems it’s easier to access and respond to what I know deep down in my heart, which I love, but at the same time it seems that everything is different. I can’t pinpoint exactly what’s changed, but everything seems different. It’s like all my reference points have gone. Why is that? It’s quite unsettling in a way.
John: When you responded to come deeply into your heart, you opened and you knew much more…
Q: John, I wanted to thank you for your response to my question last time you were here; it’s helped me a lot. What I wanted to ask today was for some help. I find that I have a lot of fear and a lot of confusion around relationships. I feel like I’ve been going around and around in circles for years.
John: You could completely leave relationship alone until you become the kind of person you would most want to be in relationship with…
Q: I’ve often found in our relationship that the real behavior coming from my self is coming from the avoidance of the intensity of the fire of the relationship.
John: That fire will only burn what’s perishable. Stay in it and at all costs to your self, open and soften your heart. See her afresh, in the midst of the calloused familiarity.
Q: Sometimes the feelings and thoughts and emotions seem to be so convincing that it feels like doing that is not honest…